well, i was thinking today would be nice and uneventful... i was wrong.
instead of waiting for teusday, i was called at 11.30 to be offered an admission today to ip. so at 2 i was checked in, and here i am....
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i feel very guilty for being here, im not ill in comparison to the girls here, they are all tiny tiny.
been told it will probably be a 4 week thing, so not long, tho im a bit worried it wont be long enough,guess il wait and see.
freaked out over dinner... fish and chips n veg, wish i was at home just having the stir fry i had planned, was doing so well at not eating today =-(
still, not eating isnt exactly doing me good is it, so i guess this is for the best.
have to use this, get on top of things and start fighting x
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