well,
i got my presentation out of the way, and did about 3 and a half hours practice, plus conducting, and rehearsals and group... im tired!
iv worked out what is in my head (haha)
this hole crappy feeling all boils down to the
IM NOT GOOD ENOUGH
tape that seems to be on replay...
im not good enough at college, playing instruments, learning quickly enough, dancing, being a friend blah blah blah...
i want to be perfect at everything, even tho i know you cant be.
now just to figure out how to change the way i think... any ideas welcome!
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