a slightly better day

Hello,

well as it says, today was a little more positive...

mainly because i was in a baroque dance class most of it, so had little time to obsess.

it was the beginner class, and i can quite safely say i am finding it a rather comfortable experiance... its nice to know i can do it with very little thought, and that i can see the improvment from this time last year, where i hadent really done any at all... now i seem to help teach others rather than struggle at the back... its a nice change.

i like my teacher a lot, and she said some nice things today, which i feel i aught to write down, because even tho it was good, my head is picking faults in everything today... so the nice comments were...
'i feel i should find something to fault so that you get your monies worth, but i cant'
that it would be nice to have me on the summer course, even if i can only cover the cost of my board n lodging
and at the end, she whispered that it was nice to have me in the class, and that today i was 'the pearl amongst the swine' (which i dont think was meant in a harsh way to the others, but was a nice complement)
o, and she also said that she wanted me to do one of the dances for a performance in london in May (Notting hill if anyone fancies a laugh!).

so, there are the positives!

i also met with Laura for dinner, which was nice - she seems to be one of the few people that doesnt wind me up when im in one of my silly moooooddddssss.

*mentioning food*

food today didnt go so well.
i didnt really eat breakfast, and purged my pretty small lunch. im not sure why, i just felt panicky. its silly, it was just some of a jacket potaoe.
still, i think i made up for it, me n laura went to nandos for dinner (eeek).

i feel a bit crappy because i just had about another 150kcal worth of veg, but im trying to remember that i have been dancing all day too.

i was meant to go out for someones birthday, but it turned out that Paddy would have been there, and it seems to spoil a day without crying - its the first in a while!

feeling a little down, but luckily i need to go to sleep! i hope i can get up tomorrow... need to stop dicking around about lectures.