well, here it is, my last day.
its going to be really weird without it, iv been there about 3 months, and now it is over, even though it feels like iv bairly been there!
on the up side...
i can have small amounts of foods i havent touched in YEARS,
i trust the NHS a little more,
im starting too talk about things too people
i have met some amazing people.
so there we are, thats positive right? even if im not eating enough, it is deffinatly a start!
i think im also going too take a gap year from college too sort myself out =-s
the choices are too rush things and compleate everything before september, go into third year, and do the hole carrying on thing that hasnt worked so well.
it was really weird today saying good bye to people, im glad its over, feeling exhausted. guess iv been quite anxious/emotional all day.
i wont miss the place, or the food lol, but i will miss the people. even pooface emma i may miss a little! think we just managed too start working each other out!
i will see jude for an assesment on the 12th, pam once a week and will see dr naziri too discuss things further and see about what will happen in the future.
thy also contacted my comunity mental health team, whoever they are! so i guess il be seeing them too.
im glad i wont be left compleatly alone, but feels odd too not have the people too talk too.
hopefully il be moving house tomorrow, which will be a big load off my mind! and i guess it will keep me distracted which is good.
merlin the rat is becoming more tame which is nice, was just holding him and not a nip! he is a very welcome bit of company.
i guess im feeling a little lonley, but i hope that il find some people too socialise with...any conversations welcome guys! x
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