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hello guys,

well, today has been a bit crappy really!

everything that could have gone wrong went wrong!

the positives are...

i had a really good lesson (my teacher said i should manage a first in my degree :clap: ), he also went through one movement, and didnt stop me at all, saying at the end 'there were a couple of things, but your playing was so intense and emotional i didnt want to stop you, it was really good' :clap: funnily enough, its the movement that most makes me think of the ed/how hard recovery is! (its acctually based on a lover dying, but hey, its not far off!)

i also did some harp practice which was good...

the bad were...

i forgot a recorder i needed to lend to someone, went back picked up the case, walked back in again only to find it wasnt in there!

i left my keys in my locker key, which meant i added an extra half hour onto my journy and was late to meet a friend

i went to group, there wasnt time for me to talk and ended up crying all the bloody way home (typical e?!) must have really freaked out the other people on the train!

my tummy has been playing up again for a few weeks, bit worried its milk related but i dont think i can really cut it out without going backwards =-(

and on a neautral term... the second year arsehole won the recorder prize...which is bad re his ego, but i guess kinda good because it knocks him out of the competition for when im in it! (tho i kinda wanted to know if i was better then him!)... im kinda surprised he won, coz although he is good technically, he acts like a joker on stage, which isnt alwaays a good thing (his bloody eyebrows drive me mental, they move up and down sooooo much, it looks ridiculas when he is playing a sensible peice!)

anyway, i should go to sleep!!!