not!
cant remember my last post, but basically rebecca isnt moving, and sarah has told me she doesnt want to live with me...thus i have no housemate and no house, and a month in which to find both.
i panicked over breakfast and walked out - ange was lovely and persuaded me to go back in, but i have been in a shit mood all day. just angry and frustrated. emma didnt help with her talk in group - 'well something must have happened' and 'can you think of anything'... thanks, as if i didnt already feel shit enough!
have rehearsals with sarah this weekend, and i dont want them.also have a lesson tomorrow, and havent done any practice, im useless at the moment, cant concentrate on anything.
still scared of weight gain and get weighed tomorrow. scared of eating, and feeling like a pie.
phone is dyeing, and cant afford a new one, nor my rent, and have been told not too get a job, so not sure how this is going to work out!
all in all a pants day, and probably another one tomorrow... fun.
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