helloooo
not really posted for a while, mainly due to my internet screwing up.

not much happening, my discharge date is the 3rd of november now, which is cool,

mostly doing rehab stuff.

my head is still in a mess, feeling like a right big fatty, and cant help wanting to loose weight. the frustrating thing is i now get hungry, which makes things harder/easier depending on which way you look at it.

fed up of being such a dick about things, but all i can think about is loosing weight and getting thin. even tho i know it wont help and wont lead me anywhere.]


on the up side, i have told them i am not seeing pam, and am being put back on the waiting list for individual therapy. i dont know how long itl take, but at least i wont be seeing fuckface again! im very happy about that.

meant to be having support from the CMT once i leave, tho that was meant to happen after day care n it didnt, so i dont really know how much support il get. not that it matters, what happens happens xxx