just feeling really quite large compared to how i was.
went charity shop shopping, and half the size 8's were too tight now =-(
on top of that i seem to be hungry 24/7.
its been a bit hard, my friend bex has been staying, she finished ip yesterday, and understandablt things havent been as good as they could today. she didnt really eat enough today, which was a bit hard, and i could see she was struggling, but it just made me feel like a big fat heffer because i have eaten far more then her.
i hope she gets back on track properly.
im scared of how my weight is, its always too much, and im to scared to weigh myself now incase its gone up loads.
there is a large pull to go backwards and loose the weight. wish my head would just shut up for a bit.
I'm going to say something I know you wont like, but i think you need to consider, it might not be possible, but if having bex around makes things harder, why not just do things with her for now that dont cover meal times?so go to the cinema/coffee/be arty whatever......but dont make life harder than it already is
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