Sunday, 21 November 2010

hello,
well iv been finding the last couple of days hard.
i dont fit into my cloths any more, and i feel like im heavier then ever.
the temptation to loose weight is huge, but i know its pointless.
i think im feeling pissed off that i cant have my cake and not eat it, as it were.
why does everyone else get to not eat that much or still stay thin no matter what they have?

went up to london with my mum and jojo yesterday, but felt crappy because i could feel all my cloths, ed is just not giving up

1 comment:

  1. hugs. because thats all i can give.

    you are MUCH thinner than the majority of the population, no matter what you feel or see. If we all walked about carrying a number, our BMI or weight or whatever, you'd see you were much tinier than most.

    It would be weird tho. carrying a number everywhere.

    x

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