bloody recorder teacher!

today has been pretty mixed.

i had a lesson with my teacher, and you know, she really pissed me off.
i had stopeed talking about things with her a llooooong time ago, because i know she doesnt get it, and just winds me up.
today i walked in, she asked how i was, i said fine. soooo she asked how things were going health wise, i said 'same old, but have only had like 1 appointment since i left hospital' and she said WELL MAYBE THEY THING YOUR BETTER THEN! with a bit :smile: on her face...

now, i know optimism is a gift that i truely dont have right now, but you know what, i just wanted to scream at her that ITS NOT THAT FUCKING SIMPLE. :evil: i wish it was, i really do. i wish it was a case of me magically being cured, but its not, and i knew she would say something like that, and i know she thinks im attention seeking/making things sound worse then they are when i tell her that thats not exactly why i havent been iven appointments, but it just makes me so annoyed.

there is a reason i no longer talk to her, and that is it. when i told her about daycare, she said 'o, do you really think you need it? i thought you were better'. and when i went into IP she said 'did you drop loads of weight or something? you werent that thin last time i saw you'

and this is all coming from the whoman who 'dabbled a bit in uni' so thinks she magically gets it all, and thinks she knows just how easy it is to be better :-?

o yes, and on top of that she keeps pushing me to do exams...


sometimes people really are deserving of a hit round the head.