hello lovelies,
well, im back home, and i think it has actually done me quite a lot of good!
im eating a bit more again, mainly because there are others im eating with, and i didnt skip on breakfast today
still feeling pretty rough, on top of feeling very washed out, my glands are up...grrrrrrrr! stupid period letting other things sneak in!
had a dinner party earlier, which i found a tad hard, especially as one guy barley ate and was tiny... closet anorexic me thinks, but made things very difficult. still, i did eat and didnt throw up, so thats good.
thinking of going to the old beat group in london i used to go to tomorrow morning, actually very nerves about it. still, i think it would be a good thing, just aaaaaaaaaaahhhhhh!!!
had a bit of a bust up with F the whoman who runs it (thinks she is recovered, very clearly isnt), who when i got back in touch, asked me to to a concert...to which i replied with 'i dont think thats an appropriate thing to ask at this point in time', but i dont know that she took it very well. however, its stupid to ask, when im clearly not doing well, and have not been at music college since april last year... there is a time and a place!
apart from that, not much to say really, not done much today, spent most of the day on the sofa trying to swallow!
anyway, to bed i must go!
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