=-(

soooo...

yesterday was my birthday...

i felt very down all day
found it hard to be around my parents
have had my assesment, and i will be here 4-8 weeks depending (on im not sure what)
didnt have a text/call from any family apart from sue
spent about 2 1/2 hours crying last night
refused my evening snack because i am FAT
had the most painful eyes by the end of it!
lost internet dongle (or its been nicked more like)

today...
i still feel shit
spent the afternoon hiding with my head under my pillow pretending not to exist
had another session with pam the spam in which she told me i need to make friends with people at uni and invite a couple this week to see me in the nut house to start making real relationships
lost a bra in the laundry room
asked for a one to one, and as usual that didnt happen
want to curl up and dissapear.

poo poo poo poo poo.