i know i shouldnt care, but my sister called me heavy tonight.
i cant stop thinking about it.
i feel discusting.
i cant beleive i have let my self get to this weight.
i want it to stop.
iv had enough.
why am i so fat? why cant i be a normal weight? im so fed up of not being able to loose weight, not being aloud, when everyone else is without question. it feels so unfaire that they dont get stopped.
i so desperatly want to lose the stone i have gaind, i cant stand being this weight. its discusting.
no matter how much i try to accept other people views, i still want to make myself puke just by seeing my reflection.
i disgust myself.
im fat, ugly and gross and i cant stand it
='-(
your beautiful. x
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