mistake of the scales

well, you read it =-(

i stepped on the scales at home, and it has gone up to 8 stone and 0.5lb =-( thats over 50kg.

i feel like i have had enough now. my weight is still going up, and i have no idea how long they will go for. i still havent had a period yet, so god knows.
iv tried to let it go, and just ride it out, but this is really not fair now. i cant carry on blindly letting it go up and up and up.

i guess im hoping that these scales are different to my ones at home, but i doubt it. i was hoping my weight would stop at 7 stone 12 like it did last time, but it just keeps going. im only 5lb away from my heaviest weight (when my gran told me i was chubby).

i just have that little voice saying 'just get back down to 7 and a half stone, you were fine there', but i know that i wouldnt stop there.

how long will this take to level?!!!!