Wednesday, 1 December 2010

screwed up

big time.
i dont know why iv been such a dick, but i have.
my friend gabi has decided not to talk to me anymore, cant say i blame her, i have been pretty shit at keeping in touch...
i dont know, when i read the text saying she didnt want me to contact her any more, it felt like a kick in the stomach, iv appologised, but i know i cant do any more then that, and its tough shit for me, and fair enough.
i seem to have a knack for getting rid of close friends.
dont really know what to day, feeling a bit =-( but i deserve that so cant moan, dunno, just blah!

stepped on the scales to find my weight is still going up... im over a stone heavier now. why wont it stop??? ='-(

stupid stupid stupid x

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