hmmm so i am deffinatly in the mood to eat everything and throw it all back up again... why?! i acctually dont know. i suspect i am just scared of monday and this is a 'great' distraction...pluss i am scared of keeping any food in incase i gain weight tomorrow, thus i am bored - eat, and then feel guilty, so throw up.
i made a yummy low fat curry for dinner, but i threw that up too, and now i am trying very hard not to be in the kitchen, but im just in the mood to eat. i guess im hungry in a way, maybe my body is trying to give me a hint. but then, maybe its just me.
also went to the doctor, who remembers me (hahaha) and started off with 'how ARE things?' i saw her before xmas, but obviously once you have gone through the list of 'are you going to top your self' questions, you remember them! found a lump on my breast so thought id get it checked out while i was there, she said its probably nothing but is reffering me anyway to get it checked out.
on the lighter side of things, holly the cat is officially a wimp...horris the hamster scared her off by sniffing her...she literally pegged it to the other side of my room!!!
so the question is, to eat or not to eat...gaaaah!
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