o my god i am in a shity shity mood today.
my phone is broke, i have to get extra evidence for my student support application (for money which i am desperatly in need of), and i have eaten far to much and cant face dinner. all in all an absolutly shite day.
daycare was really hard today. my body decided it didnt want breakfast either, and for the first time in my life it tried to purge properly without me deciding to... i was literally trying not to throw up over my bowl (as in you know when you have a tummy bug? thats what my tummy was doing). it was ridiculas i had to go out and be calmed down and try to keep it back, and once i finally managed that it was 'right, lets go and finish breakfast' (which was still half a bowl of weetabix with milk AND orange juice AND a slice of toast and butter...i have never cried so much over such a stupid thing.
im just finding it really bloody hard. ='-(
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