ok, so the feeling from throwing up is the same of that dizzyness after a cigerette (or half a one in my case!)... i wonder which is worse for you?!!!

my total of throwing up is twice, which isnt really that bad, but feeling all shakey and out of it tonight.

very very fed up of sitting down and thinking i can eat, and then finishing the food and freaking out n having to get rid of it. it really would be nice to just sit down and eat something. to be able to eat without compensating, to just eat.

i just want to have a day without feeling unbearably hungry but unable to do anything about it =-(