ok, well here is why i need to recover...
i have just got back from college, having done a grand total of 45 min practice, binging and purging once and i am so exhausted i want to go back to sleep, even tho i wasnt up till 12... and this is pretty normal at the moment.
i am just exhausted 24/7, and most energy that i do have goes on not eating or throwing up. it is not a way to live! it only takes an hour of me being up for me to be wanting o go to sleep again, im hardly getting anything done, and quite frankly im missing the days when i had the energy to get up and socialise and work!
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